Mundane Monday
I am at Eastern right now killing some time before my Dominican Republic mission trip meeting tonight. I am excited to finally meet the girls in my group and reconnect with the two that I already know.
This has been a really mundane day after a nice weekend away from reality. Cindy was a beautiful bride and the wedding and reception were quite lovely. Unfortunately, I had a heavy set of cramps, worse than I normally experience, so I ended up taking a short nap in the backseat of my car for part of the reception.
Today I just felt so sad and lethargic. It was a real struggle to work today. I just couldn't stop thinking about Jeff, and the fact that he is finally gone. I dont' know why I don't have any tears to shed for him. My heart aches and I feel so sad but I guess I have an abnormal way to mourn. I read Bible passages mostly from 1 John, for comfort. I just don't know what to do with these emotional ups and downs that I get.
I have so much going through my mind about highlights of this past weekend, but I don't know what else to say. I don't really have any words.
posted by Lynette at
1:44 PM
1 Comments:
oh, lynette,
I know how you feel. I think about Jeff constantly. Dave and I are hanging out right now before his class and I just keep having to remenisce, to ask questions, to wonder about where he is right now and...it makes me so sad. I love you! I'm going to do some work on Dave's computer but I should be home by eight thirty or so because he is going to a membership class while I print some pictures from his computer. Bye, love you!
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