hello again

I must apoligize for being a lazy bum. I know this is how I get. One thing leads to another going from job A to job B, seemingly always being on the run, and I find myself too busy for daily, or even weekly reflection. (I guess I'm aiming for monthly) I haven't even written in my personal journal for a while. Man, things have been crazy.
I feel so out of the loop. I do get to have social time with people yet I still feel like I have no clue what is happening in anyone's life. Things are just passing me by. I'm not complaining really. I like being busy more than bored with nothing to do.
I am back at Eastern wasting time before another DR trip meeting. It seems as if this is the only time I ever find myself at a computer, just once a week. I am excited to go back. Praise GOD all my funding has arrived and my trip has been paid for!!!! thanks to those people who were lead to give. It makes me realize how blessed I truely am. I avoided asking my closest friends for donations because I know how tight money is for all of us. Yet somehow God provided for everything and it my trust for Him is renewed and strengthed all the more.
Things are good.
I wonder how God will use this trip to change or redirect me. I really think that the people I serve give to me so much more than I could ever offer them. They have so little, yet they have so much love and trust and hope. It really is amazing.
I can't wait to get out out the daily hum-drum and take a breath of fresh air when I get to the DR; not to be fixated on the ol' watch, not move around from one thing to the next like a monotonous robot, but to really experince a day of real work, important work, work to better the kingdom just a little inch at a time.
I'm not saying that my job here is not important. I just lose sight of the importance sometimes. I get weighed down by this or that and my heart needs rejuvination.
It's good to have a break, and it's also good to be back.